Change Up

by The Skalars

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mcryan59 Holds up remarkably well for a late 90s ska album from STL. Jessica Butler still sounds powerful while being vulnerable and Ethan’s guitar work is SO GOOD Favorite track: Follow Through.
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1.
Change Up 03:49
Don’t look back, nothing there, nothing for you Don’t look down, lift your head, give a sign Every first step is hard to take, I’ll tell you what My first step is towards the bar, to lift up spirits Problems solved, problems made; this is not the end Puncture pride! Hope can be so unkind And if you thought times were getting easier it’s time to guess again My first step it always leads me wrong, and so I don’t need a helping hand (I get the feeling you’ll be missing me) It’s not a game, it’s not a waste I don’t need a helping hand (you say it’s over, I say “wait and see”) It’s not a game, it’s not a waste Problems solved, problems made; this not the end Break your fall: there’s still time to start again And this revision, it won’t leave us empty handed - my feet are lead We don’t need a change-up, just a change of pace - so listen now I don’t need a helping hand (I get the feeling you’ll be missing me) It’s not a game, it’s not a waste I don’t need a helping hand (you say it’s over, I say “wait and see”) It’s not a game, it’s not a waste…
2.
Don’t talk about survival, 'cause I’ve already survived you You think it's just all better, but you know the truth: I was not ready to let you go, you cut me loose. You were never with me, so how could I lose? But I wish I had who I thought I knew You just don’t get it and I’ve had enough Well I’m getting really sick of this, i’m gonna call your bluff Zero Commitment is what you gave to me Zero Commitment, it kills a good thing You didn’t win, I didn’t lose, it’s something that I wouldn’t choose I’m gonna tell you something you don’t wanna hear: Oh baby baby you made me cry but i’m still here. Don’t talk about survival, 'cause I’ve already survived. And I'll make myself feel better, you know the truth: I am so ready to let you go, just get away You were never with me, so how could I lose, but i wish I had who I thought I knew I can't remember just who you are but I cannot care, so I'll just write you off... Zero Commitment is what you gave to me Zero Commitment, it kills a good thing You didn’t win, I didn’t lose, it’s something that I wouldn’t choose I’m gonna tell you something you don’t wanna hear: Oh baby baby you made me cry but i’m still here. I’ve already survived you but, it still hurts
3.
Black Raven 04:05
Not bad luck, it’s just a bad time… Believe in anything you please You’re losing self control with ease Circumstance can’t be held at bay There’s empty space in everything you say Not bad luck, it’s just a bad time… Another day left discontent An angry letter left unsent Circumstance can’t be held at bay Why can’t you see it had to be this way? Not bad luck, it’s just a bad time…
4.
Ooooooooooo Don’t you pick it up, don’t you put it down Just you wait and see how it turns out Just you be yourself, and you work real hard And we’ll wait and see how it turns out Second guessing all your thoughts- Makes you feel so bad... It’s the only thing you had I was sitting by myself Didn’t have no one else, but that’s not so bad But when the seasons change, I will still remain myself Still second guessing all your thoughts Makes you feel so bad… it’s the only thing you had… ………….. And I’m waiting, yes still waiting, and I want to hear your call There’s no room near you at all I’m still struggling to let you go But I know now, I need to put you to rest Still second guessing all your thoughts Makes you feel so bad… oh! It’s the only thing I had The only thing we've left my dear: a pain beyond compare Wish you were still here
5.
That man up there on stage, you’re nothing to him (he doesn’t care) You’re a smiling face, such a pretty face, but you’re nothing to him (he doesn’t care) I can see the look on your face, I can see the stars in your eyes (he doesn’t care) You’re gonna find him after the show but he’s gonna tell you lies He doesn’t love you, he just loves his Rock & Roll He doesn’t love you, he just loves his Rock & Roll When he says “I love you,” you think that it’s your song But I’ve got one thing to tell you: honey you’re wrong After the show he’ll be on his way, on the road to another city He’ll find another girl who’s just like you, and I bet she’ll be just as pretty That man up there on stage, you’re nothing to him (he doesn’t care) You’re a smiling face, such a pretty face, but you’re nothing to him (he doesn’t care) He doesn’t love you, he just loves his Rock & Roll He doesn’t love you, he just loves his Rock & Roll When he says “I love you,” you think that it’s your song But I’ve got one thing to tell you: honey you’re wrong
6.
J.A.M. 03:56
Well I never really had it before, but I knew it was good, and I wanted some more But everything just happened so fast, the way you screwed up again, or can you deal and get past? Because every time I open my mouth, I speak the truth and it pisses you off And you hang out with your racist friends, oh you’re all so dumb I just wish you were dead You don’t really want to try it I want someone to satisfy me You give good face, but it ain’t no thing When i wanna get off I have to sing Cause I’m a freak and I like to rage I smile too much even when I’m in pain I’m in your face and I’m really direct I’m kinda messed up and I like it like that Well I never really had it before, but I knew it was good, and I wanted some more But now you're living in the future's past, will you screw up again, or can you deal and get past? Because every time I open my mouth, I speak the truth and it pisses you off And you hang out with your racist friends, oh you’re all so dumb I just wish it would end You don’t really want to try it I want someone to satisfy me You give good face, but it ain’t no thing When i wanna get off I have to sing Cause I’m a freak and I like to rage I smile too much even when I’m in pain I’m in your face and I’m really direct I’m kinda messed up and I like it like that Should’ve known by the look on your face, it wasn’t the time or the place No no no no no no no baby I never feel like I could hide this But then again I never really tried to I know you can’t stay forever You know there’s things that I've got to do But if I had just one more hour I might be able to get it through I don’t know what’s going on, but I know it makes me Strong
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Waiting for something But holding on to nothing, no But don’t think it’s one thing, it’s all a mixed blessing Sometimes you must re-tread When you just want to get ahead But feelings get misread and words get left unsaid Lyrics are what they are It’s just words you're saying, you’re looking too far It'd be a big mistake, yeah - to look things too closely and get things misread? Listen to the sound instead, it’s all a mixed blessing Don’t try to understand it, you can’t try to plan it no And don’t think you can demand it too much much though… and I can’t stand it I hope you can relate If I don't want to hesitate, no These vague notions in my mind….words that I can’t find Lyrics are what they are It’s just words we're saying, you’re looking too far It'd be a big mistake, yeah - to look things to closely and get things misread? Listen to the sound instead, it’s all a mixed blessing (Good) Literature is hard… and bad rhymes can be worse Don’t look too far-- please accept this verse
9.
Once upon a time, you might be too young to remember Four guys and a girl had a summer to forget The first guy was in love, and we all felt so proud, but I guess it wasn’t right: She left him in a shroud His best friend saw the end to his lonely misery (Missouri) But the girl in question couldn’t make up her mind, couldn’t make up her mind…. It was a strikeout summer….. The third guy had a lover in Chicago Illinois His car broke down three separate times, some say its fate but I dunno… The fourth girl and the guy, well they never were an item With each other or anyone else It seems like they’d be ready if the right one wanted to go steady, but the right one has yet to call The right one has yet to call It was a strikeout summer…. Once upon a time, you might be too young to remember, Four guys and girl struck out hardcore They lost their self esteem and they lost their easy pride But summer turns to fall, it’s an up and down, i tried…
10.
Box of Death 04:06
The ice is black, and the van is on its side… But Rick from the Jack knows we’ve got a brand new ride The Penske’s tough, the living’s not to regal But that’s our style--you know it’s barely legal One-room hell with a fiberglass roof You can hide but, you can’t escape the truth Crossing time zones not too great The show is early but we’re much too late But we can find some inspiration Welllllllllll Rolling through the ice of Oregon Oh yeah the van is on its side Two foot window, rolling through the ice and snow But at least now we’ve got a new ride It’s called the BOX OF DEATH Fiberglass ceiling BOX OF DEATH Claustrophobic feeling BOX OF DEATH You know it’s not to regal BOX OF DEATH The livin’ aint too regal BOX OF DEATH Man this ride is evil BOX OF DEATH We wobble and we weevil Get yourself some coffee it’s the end of the line BOX OF DEATH
11.
I made all the changes you demanded You kept dreaming, and those dreams just expanded But things change, some common, some strange Pleasures made i wish to keep The excuses I make... will be worse than a failure I have plans too, and I want to follow through The excuses you make will be worse than a failure I have plans too and I want to follow through The weight gains, I wait on Struggle… strain, but still you won't say long When the roles reverse, i feel perverse because I lost what I used to respect The excuses I make...will be worse than a failure I have plans too, and I want to follow through The excuses I make… will be worse than a failure I have plans too and I want to follow through I hold myself back, but there’s no excuse Is it your move? I’m waiting for your call And if you need a place, you want the truth instead? I don’t care at all. So if you want the truth instead, I don’t care at all. The weight gains, I wait on… Struggle… strain, but still you won't stay long And the roles reverse, i feel perverse because I lost what I used to respect The excuses I make… will be worse than a failure I have plans too, and I want to follow through The excuses I make… will be worse than a failure I have plans too and I want to follow through The excuses you make, will be worse than a failure I have plans too and I want to follow through The excuses we make will be worse than your failure I had plans too, and I want to follow through.
12.
This is It 04:45
I want for you, and you want too but not for me And it’s making me cry There are wagers, there are movers and shakers Love hesitates and moves on by So this is it: We end on a handshake After moments of lust and misery At least you could tell me what I am to you Or is it something I could never be? I won’t pretend to feel fine First you stole my fire, then you broke my heart And now you make me feel like I’m falling apart The pain, the pride, that’s what is left inside I live on the love and the anger…. I won’t pretend to feel fine First you stole my fire, then you broke my heart And now you make me feel like I’m falling apart The pain, the pride, that’s what is left inside I live on the love and the anger…. So this is it: We end on a handshake After moments of lust and misery At least you could tell me what I am to you Or is it something I could never be?

credits

released December 1, 1998

Recorded in the summer of 1998 at Easley Studios, Memphis, TN
Engineered by Doug Easley, Davis McCain, and Stuart Sikes
Produced by the Skalars
Mixed by Ted Wohlsen
Mastered at The Hit Factory NYC
Endless love to Tyler Jones from Spring Heeled Jack, RIP, who played trumpet in the horn arrangements.

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